Leave me alone ...

i clocked in early today, very early in fact. my class won't start until 3pm but because of some other work and marking to be done, i clocked in 830am. i managed to complete whatever i planned, alhamdulillah ... so i started planning my class at 3. since TICE is just around the corner, i thought today would be the best time to see them face to face to highlight their weaknesses. so i sent a text to the class rep requesting them to come earlier in 3s for the consultation. We agreed to start the class earlier abt 215. and so it went on ... while i was discussing with my 2nd group of students, zeti buzzed my on ym .. "hey, THOSE students want to see you" I felt the anger rose in me... "no, thanks .. " "they are really sorry, they want to see you and give you something" "no, thanks but i don't want and don't want to see them ... " " jgn la macam tu, kesian diaorg ni aku tgk, ada yg nangis2 dah .. " " don't care .. " the screen went still ... i continued the discussion until the last group came in, zeti buzzed me again ... "sorry but i did ask them to keep trying and i told them you will yell at them" " don't care, datang la, i will bang the door on their faces" 430, i finished my class and zeti came down. " are you serious about your decision?" "yes." "kesian la kat diaorg, ada sorang dah nangis bengkak2 mata" "good ... they need the lesson" she slowly push the apple and chocolate bar on my table ... "they want to give you these" "thanks, i don't want. Return them!" "are you serious??!" "i made my decision, and it's final .." i packed and left with the 5pm shuttle. i was very happy to teach them the lesson, i know my way is extreme but they need that, may be not all but some. i just want to forget, forgive, not sure .. let the time decides...