Is it wrong ...

It has been sometime since I started where I am now ... I started off as an effect of love towards teaching ... but being me isn't easy ... I got very attached emotionally to a few ...


There was a call today that made me wonder, was I doing the right thing, or was I actually destroying ... Having difficult time being the eldest in the family I realize that things aren't always easy for us ... I took almost 26 yrs to figure that out ... Once figured, I left my comfort zone ... I ventured to a harsher world ... World of My Own ... I wasn't very happy about it, but today, THAT thought me to be contented.


But the question is, " is it right for me to advise someone dear to my heart to do the same?" We may not take the same road ... But to me, taking the road not taken, teaches me a lot about life ...

From a cry baby, I am stronger ...
From a weak soul, I decide more ...


But do I have the right to ask someone else to do the same?

I couldn't help but wonder and I always end up keeping quiet at the end of the road ...

How could I force someone who can't believe there is road at the end of the tunnel, to see the road without enough light presence?

Instead of telling, I should have just listened,
Instead of saying, I should have just swallowed ...

All I should do is pray ...
All I should ask is patience ...

May Allah bless, may Allah provide u with the best ...

I love u, now and always ...

Here comes the 'no-teaching' weeks ...

It has been sometime since I last dropped by. I had so much to say, yet so little time to spend. *sigh*

The confirmation process that took place Friday, May 7, 2010 officially marked the end of the 3rd semester of the academic year of 2009/2010, thus marked the end of the academic year of 2009/2010...Dear Allah, how time flies.

I had roughly set my mind to have at least a week before the 2010/2011 batch comes.

I would be free between May 8 - May 16 ...

May 17, I am scheduled to have the new EPT format marking training in PJ between 8am-430pm

May 18 - 20, I was scheduled to attend BTN, somewhere over the rainbow ...

May 21, I will be in Nilai for Key Personnel Meeting ... 6th in 2010

May 22-23 will be weekend ..

May 24 will be the EPT intake exam in the morning

May 25 - 27, I will check in in Eastin Hotel, Petalin Jaya for centralized marking ... sounds nice, sleeping over in a hotel to mark, but the timetable?? urghhh ... don't wanna say...

May 28 - Wesak

May 29-30 - is the last weekend before the Semester 1, 2010/2011 classes officially start.

Fuh! I myself feel tired writing down all these ... but what to do ... duty calls ... hmmm

I was hoping not to see trouble makers this semester ... Will try MY very best not to scold, but this time round, WILL DEFINITELY KICK them OUT of my class ... hahaha ... new sem new approach!

Well come to MY world new batch!

p/s: thank God BTN is not happening due to some stupid donkey arrangement that quietly changed the schedule to May 24-26 .. sorry we are dang bz dat time, u go for urself! (but thankful in so many ways that I can spend more time at home wit my cats! yeay!)